I just realized that I had been on a one year hiatus. I can’t even believe I never wrote anything in 2011, maybe I got busy? Or maybe 2011 went by too fast, just way too fast.

Wait. What really happened?

Well, I got busy with work, got extremely depressed with what I was doing and fired myself before they could even fire me. After a year and 4 months, I decided to set myself free.

Set myself free? Who the fuck am I kidding? Ever since I graduated college, I was never free from the obligations of being a grown up: Get a job, Earn some dough, help in paying bills, and everything is on repeat.

Ended up a relationship that seemed to be going nowhere, went back to dating, unexpectedly found new love, and the rest is still to be talked about this year.

Checked in the hospital for the very first time, got tons of surprises, got sober, got nicotine out of my system for good, became boring, became extremely lazy and dysfunctional [as if I never did back then].

Well, I guess that sums it all up. Last year was the last time that I get to be a regular customer at the airports, as well as those gas stations. Those times will be missed. Hopefully, I won’t have any regretful aftertaste.

So what’s next for me?

Self discovery. And learning how to be responsible, and frugal. I would have to learn how to really cook, how to fix things, and how to limit my expenditures to the things that are just really important, practice discipline by getting that extreme Victoria Secret model body that I’ve always wanted. Still, no alcohol and nicotine for me this year, unfortunately.

Well, of course I’d have to get another job, maybe in the middle of the year. So for now, since I am still a slave for money, I’d first settle for those online jobs, at least just to keep my parents from kicking me out of the house  and find myself on the streets looking for potential customers. hahaha. Kidding.

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